Taurus Season

It's not a rebrand, it's a goal. That only comes once a year.

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I spent the early part of the day hating the mundane things I had to do while at work. My focus wasn't on it, it was literally torturing me. My hands cramped up, my patience wore thin, and then I had the massive revelation that someone else should be doing this.

So, then I went upstairs.

I spent the rest of the afternoon, doing things I enjoyed more, but still doing work towards someone else's goal. It felt right and wrong at the same time. I created an environment where I can be productive, but not in my own ventures.

That was the beginning of my brainstorming evening. I watched various videos being inspired by creators, needing to go on a walk, and ultimately making a decision that makes so much sense for me and my tendencies.

Aka, because I am 'lazy' and a procrastinator.

I will only post to my YouTube channel during 'Taurus season'! *Airhorn noise*

It gives me a chance to live life without thinking about the creator side of "needing to post". I have so much content over the last few months (years) and until now, I haven't had the mental capacity or drive to finish and publish any of it. The 'right' timing has long passed, but I don't want it to be in vain to my three viewers! (I average at six okay.) So while I watched a documentary of a fellow Taurus go on a journey of self, I realized I have a lot going for me this time of year. So, why not capitalize on something I so strongly recognize as a part of my 'journey of self'.

The seasons change, I look forward to my birthday, and the ventures that revolve around and follow it. Every, single, year.

It all just makes sense.

Ultimately, whether any of what I do makes sense for anyone besides myself never concerned me. So, as I have yet another revelation, in taurus season, I can't wait to continue on my journey of self realization and understanding.

I'm sure I rambled, and as always, if you made your way here to where all the thoughts come to life, my bedroom floor, I appreciate you!

Love,

Chelsea

Confession time: I am actually siting on my bed. *gasp*